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Okay. MEDFAGS.

did meth for 2 years and some change daily or so. Smoked or snorted. nevr shot. up to a gram a day.

Acetone wash yielded 60 to 70ish percent remaining weight on the few batches I did it to before i stopped caring.

i got better stuff, seemed twice as strong. never washed it since i was low on cash. dopes been coming from those two cooks the entire time.

only one 'eh' batch. smelled funny my brother said, but i didn't smell it

14-28 grams a month or so. I am schizoaffective too.

I started using, due to lack of interest in life and being bored. ,meth made me happy again.

well running low on cash, and my dealer hasn't replied in days. maybe he got locked up, said he was re upping up north. long drive with 2 ounces of dope. maybe jail.

been 3 days. before that 3 weeks clean. then i used for a week when i got a ball. then stooped agian. I feel tired, but i took 300mg welbutrin and im not that fatigued. I feel pretty much exactly the same as I did before I started using. Bored of everything. Im not suicidal or sad or anything. I just want to do nothing. No motivation tosucceed and bad concentration.

Oh, well I cum in 30 seconds now, instead of 40 minutes jerking off. Only bad thing. Weird. Why is this? Withdrawals or what?

And why don't I feel much different. Is my brain already fucked from the schizo negative symptoms, to the point i can't actually fry myself with meth? I was using a gram a day quite often, and i am not any worse off than i was 2 years ago when i first started

All my psychotic breaks, occured after stressful life events. never after 2 gram a night binges. As in, public speaking = see shit. 2 pets dying = psychotic break each time. Mom threatening to leave house and go away since she caught me with a pipe to my mouth = psychotic break and i learned how to hide it much better.

So. Meth doesn't make me flip out. But 1 hit of bud does every time. For 12 hours to months in some cases. Schizo aint dopamine is it? im no dr. but...