/sci/ - Science & Math

Okay. I decided to do some research...apparently AP meds shrink grey matter by up yo 1-2% a year or some shit. Is this stuff legit? I'm stupid now from the schizophrenia, i used to be smart but I just...got dumb. I don't know why. I did AP Calc in grade 11 and got a 5 on the AP test. Barely had to study.

Schizo hits. I failed college algebra 2x in a row. Feels bad man.

Also, it says anti psychotics cause heart problems. like, you die at 10-20 years younger than you're supposed to.

That's just as dangerous as fucking meth. and meth doesn't cause brain shrinkage.....heroin doesn't even cause brain damage.

Why didn't my doctor tell me about the damage this shit is causing me? I didn't get one warning. Fuck. I've been on em for like 14 months and just quit a month ago.

The brain shrinkage causes parkinsons and shit i think. why not just fry my self on speed? at least i'll be happy instead of a zombie.

Can some of you guys who are good with science and medicine explain anti-psychotics and why they are even giving this shit out when it's so bad for you? Or did i reaad bad studies. Sorry.

Rambling but idk. Help me out /sci/ i don't trust me faggot doctor to tell me anything besides
>take ur pillz fgt

Okay /sci/ maybe you guys can explain this.

I'm a schizophrenic. For some reason, I can easily win a fight against 220lbs 6'2" guys who hit the gym all the time. I'm 5'7" manlet and 145 pounds.

Not sure how this works. I don't work out. I'm lazy as fuck.

I've heard guys that work at mental wards say similar things. That the schizos there have superhuman strength or something when they get enraged and psychotic. And it takes 2-4 200+ pound men to take down even the skinny schizos most of the time.

I'm also a meth addict. That probably boosts my strength even more.

What makes crazies and retards stronger than normalfags? Is there science behind this?