/sci/ - Science & Math

I'm not that schizo spammer guy but, I am also schizophrenic. And suffering cognitive decline.

I am age 24 and in year 2 of my degree. I changed majors since I could not handle the 50-60 hour weeks for an Architect. The stress made me psychotic. Seriously, every time I had to give a presentation the voices would come back. And I seemed to get more slow/stupid after each psychotic break. Is this typical or am I just getting really depressed?

I am trying to get a STEM major and work in a lab so I dont have to socialize much. But I dont see my math skills going past calc 1 unless my psychology professor can help me. She actually is going to ask the best doctors she knows if they'll take my insurance and is finding new doctors she knows who give therapy as well as meds, instead of the old guys who throw haldol at you. Like mine.

If she can help me not fail, maybe I'll graduate by....27? 28?

How much of a down side is being this old and having zero work experience?

On the plus side, I got an A in Orgo Lab. I could cook meth/mdma/dmt, if given the recipe (deep web) if i was about to be homeless and denied SSI. Prolly better stuff than the guys who've never taken a lab make.

Will a 28 year old schizophrenic be able to get a job ever if he has a degree? Or is it welfare/crime 4 lyfe like a nigger?

am I allowed to work in a lab with dangerous chemicals? i dont think theres any law preventing me from doing anything other than LEO/Military. By allowed, I mean by law. Not should/shouldnt.