/sci/ - Science & Math

Anyone here Schizophrenic. I think I am slowly becoming more and more schizo...I have started talking and laughing at myself. As in I am talking to myself and thinking I am funny as if I am talking to someone else. I also have these weird spasms were I start saying weird shit without any control of what I am saying but I know what I am saying (its hard to explain). I have always been anti-social but I am starting to get a lot of anxiety about any social contact. I have started sleeping maybe 5-3 hours a night. My family has a lot of mental illness on one-side. I am going to see the doctor in a week I was just wondering if anybody on /sci/ has schizo and was wondering on giving me an opinion. I would also like to add these symptoms started to begin about 3 years ago but lately have gotten considerably worse for no real observable reason.

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I read michio kaku and he mentioned dirac equation. Looked it up on wikipedia and couldn't understand a word in the article.

Would an undergrad in physics and math be fully able to understand this?