/sci/ - Science & Math

>finish exam
>feel good about it, hoping for 100%
>realize when thinking about your work that you made a huge mistake
>start thinking about it
>start obsessing about it
>get grade
>92.5%
Worst feel in the universe

The interesting thing to me is that anyone with schizophrenia would for even a second consider being a drug dealer. You have someone who can't even handle the stress of talking to their coworkers or studying for some classes deluding themselves into thinking they could handle the stress of committing felonies all day long to not stay homeless. I'm not sure I could think of something more stressful than that... well maybe prison. Which is where you would go if you made a mistake living your breaking bad fantasies.

Pull yourself together, OP. Forget that drug bullshit. Forget even working in a lab. Forget college of any kind. You're a round peg trying to force yourself into a square hole.

Learn to program, son. Programming is the only 'field' an intelligent person can pull themselves out of the shithole existence you have found yourself in. Truly one of the only meritocracies left in our society. If you're smart enough to do ochem you can program like a beast. Good luck.

infinity - .infinity

>Computer Information Systems
or
>Computer Science

Hard core mode
>Information Technology

>that feel when we should have gone into engineering

dude, we're all fucked lol i guess i don't mind teaching business calc at a community college... i guess...