/sci/ - Science & Math

I have been using escitalopram for a while now and I seem to get really amazing effects from it. When I first started taking it I felt like I was rolling on MDMA for probably 2 weeks straight. It honestly was the best I have felt in a long time. I even had CEVs, minor hallucinations, and dilated pupils (it would usually hit in the middle of the night like a freight train).

I have been trying to recreate that effect and I have been mildly successful but not quite the same as the first time I did it. I have tried reducing my dose from 10 to 5 for a few days and that worked at first to get the stimulant effect and euphoria back for a day or two.
I also found taking caffeine, theanine, and tyrosine after reducing to 5 then going back up to 10mg worked but again only for a day or two. Alcohol also mixes extremely well with it for some reason. It feels absolutely amazing. Obviously the longer I stay on the meds the more the effects diminish and eventually after 3-4 weeks there is basically no noticeable effects.

Anyone else ever have these effects or know anything about this? Right now I completely tapered off them and am trying a small break entirely before resuming to see if I can get the effects back. I cannot find much info at all about anyone else having these effects similar to what I have been getting. Most people describe the side effects very badly and people say the withdrawal is terrible but the only bad effects I have noticed is a bit of insomnia and dry mouth. Otherwise everything has felt really really great like I have been taking a small dose of mdma 24/7.